damn this full time job thang is makin a sista exhausted. my first week nd im already wanting to quit. but I can’t. gotta make that cash floww lol Saturday off tho yayyyy(:
I also think I’m developing a litto crush (he tha one in the pic wit me holdin a pickle wit all of us stickin our tongues out lol he actually vurrrry sexy when we ain’t all fucked up wit our tongues out lol) :o kinda bad considering I told myself I wouldn’t get involved wit anyone since I’m moving in september. also…he got a 9month old baby :/ so idk wat to think or do but I’m juss goin wit the flow I guess. told myself I wouldn’t get involved with anyone who had a kid but I didn’t find out till a few days ago when I went to fix my make up in the car mirror nd noticed his sons pics up on the roof :o
he does drive a sexy camero tho that looks like a damn batmobile :} but we shall see where this goest. not gettin my hopes up. I’m juss tryna focus on makin my money. :D like a bossss
wats wit all the black guys wanting to “take me out” the first day of work?
ya’ll are gonna make work so awkward. nd of course I gotta sit next to all of em :o Ohlawddd. watever I’m there to make my paperrr. not to make friends or bfs or even fuck buddies.
I’m in nd out of that place lol
do wat I gotta do nd I dip.
altho I lost my voice :/ sucks cuz my job requires me to talk on the phone for 8-12 hours a day 6 days a week blah hopefully I’m better by at least Monday when I actually start work FORREAL FORREAL. ima be one busy ass chica but hello $$$ :D
had a few lil slips but I picked myself right back up.
man does recovery feel good.
life is beautiful when u ain’t livin under a dark cloud.
“Marriage
To dream of a marriage signifies commitment, harmony or transitions. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself. In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself. Consider the qualities and characteristics of the person that you are marrying. These are the qualities that you need to look at incorporating within yourself.
To dream that you are getting married to your ex, suggests that you have accepted aspects of that relationship and learned from those past mistakes. Alternatively, it means that a current relationship shares some commonality with your previous relationship with your ex. However, since you are aware of the similarities, you know not make those same mistakes.”
well that makes more sense..hahahah
